Monday, August 1, 2011

Hard lessons

I can NOT believe that it is the first of August... Where did the summer go.  School starts in 3 weeks and I am NO Where near ready for the madness.  I have no choice and will be getting ready soon.  I have been going thru a lot of  growing pains lately.  I have been ready for a change in my life (mostly scenery).  I have been learning new lessons from God and while I understand that I am growing and learning to Depend on him, I have been struggling.  This was one funk that I had a hard time shaking off.  But now I am finally feeling a little better, and even though I would LOVE to change scenery, see more diversity and be closer to home- I am trusting in HIM and trying to get it thru my head that He knows what He is doing.  Because if my life was just left up to me, I am pretty sure that I would have a baby or babies by a man who would be no good to me, at a low paying job (well I still am, I am in education ;-) )  and depending financially on someone other than myself.  So that has been what I have been dealing with for a couple of weeks. 

I went bike riding on Saturday!  I am still sore... I haven't been on a real bike in YEARS.  Usually I am on the stationary bike at the gym.  I had so much fun.  I went with a friend from work and NOW I think that I want to buy a bike just for exercise.  A cheap bike....  I looked at the thrift store the other day... 

Have a fabulous Monday
~TinyChocolates

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